Will you see the heart in crimson and its torn and shattered edge or recite the rosary piously and pray and blindly pledge to expunge your soul, just one less species of the flutter by butterflies that make you go to pieces of the pretty ones with active tongues always probing for your nectar finding ways to make you pay an homage to the scepter stamen or stigma is the prisoner of war the sentence, and the words that mean more than a butterfly whore who is fickle in her feeding and deigns a future tryst velvet gloved and fingers reaching in the shape of frenzied fist feigning love in a bullet's jacket and the powder is desire and the wings of jet black swallowtail never fail to inspire a response, a retort, a secret blush and stroking and a stoking of a fire that is starved for air and choking on a premise, on a promise that a law will break tonight and a feeling, infatuation, on the hook of a brand new height for monarchs, migration, and drunk on monarchy and on milkweed, and thistle, and Pennyroyal tea.
Ouroboros again and again and again like budding like addiction like nature like the scorpion and the frog beginning in or persisting from the beginning. Inextinguishable.
Why does the sun burn with a forever flame, a nuclear furnace with sole focus? Because it must, and so it does. Whether gracing us with a sunbeam or incinerating our flesh it is.
They are pelting me these snowflakes flying in the streets of Philadelphia.
Somewhere between now and then they crash into me blinding me bruising my skin with a promise.
Cruel confections and crystal gowns splintering flogging the profligate wanderer; blowing in from the south from the sea meeting the chill between you and me the rain slushes the veins and foretells the killing killing winter.
Somewhere between here and there where its raining hard I will see you thinly veiled as a promise.
They are pelting me these snowflakes flying in the streets of Philadelphia.
Tiger, Tiger burning bright. How far we will fall in the heat of the night.
A shiny apple hanging low to have and to hold and to the depths we'll go
to taste to tempt to tease release to tarry in stasis to cease to cease to savor the succulence of ripest fruit to feel to fathom the deepest roots in rhizomia the utopia of flesh and favor and flowing frenzied fissures.
Tiger, Tiger burning bright! A shooting star that dims tonight.
A supernova, outshine the light a sublime explosion our rare midnight.
She shed like snake skin or cicada shells or night crawler castings subtle leavings in midnight grass and the dew and the drunk of summer of lovers she
shed like antlers like a gecko tail dropped in a dalliance with danger that writhes in a charade of autonomy and a dilettante's dance with destiny.
Welcome to "When I Wax"-- a place to escape the pedants and wax poetic, or even wax artistic.
The mythologist Joseph Campbell was asked by an interviewer how a regular person could preserve his sense of the mythic when so many feel too besieged by the claims of every day living. He said, "You must have a place to which you can go, in your heart, in your mind, or your house, almost every day, where you do not know what you owe anyone or what anyone owes you. You must have a place you can go to where you do not know what your work is or who you work for, where you do not know who you are married to or who your children are."
When I Wax is such a place for me. Blogging drafts of poetry and other sundries is like practice fly-casting on the front lawn... it may look silly, but it's effective...